♫ We are the planet far, far away,♫
♫ with a lonely spirit residing within us. ♫
♫ Anticipating that all the good things will appear in this moment, ♫
♫ As always, there’s no room left for despair. ♫
♫ Love is a journey full of risks. ♫
♫ As a backpacker without a map, ♫
♫ only when I’ve seen my fill of beauty and grandeur do I finally understand, ♫
♫ It’s you who fills the world with my unique color. ♫
♫ In the 300 days that I find happiness, my love. ♫
♫ This incredible story is like a miracle coming into our midst. ♫
♫ Perhaps the luck skirting around us was never far away. ♫
♫ Love is like an angel, guarding you close. ♫
♫ In the 300 days that I find happiness, my love. ♫
♫ There are too many surprises that are worthy of reminiscing. ♫
♫ All the beautiful wonders of this world will change because of you,♫
♫ at precisely the first day we find happiness. ♫
Qi Tian,
do you know what what you're saying right now just makes me more certain of one thing?
And that is... you and Chen Ya Ting have a secret between you.
What do you mean?
You and Chen Ya Ting getting married really feels weird to me.
And the weirdest part is,
Chen Mama's and Jun Jie's versions of your history together
from meeting each other to getting married are completely different.
If you two really were in love for so long,
then why didn't I know about it for so many years?
Stop your wild guessing.
Okay. You don't have to tell me either.
Then I'll ask Ya Ting myself,
what the truth really is.
That's enough.
I won't allow you to ask her.
You want to know the truth?
I'll tell you. Yes.
When we first got married, it was to help her out.
At that time, the marriage was fake.
But now,
I love Chen Ya Ting.
That's real.
You love her?
Yes.
Now it's simply because I love her that we are together.
So, if you want to hate me, want to take revenge on me,
you can target me. I'm willing to take it. But please,
don't find her anymore because...
Chen Ya Ting is the most innocent person in this whole event.
Little Happiness,
actually sometimes, I really envy you.
I envy that you're still little,
and can't see that there are many things in life
that make you sad,
or regret.
Many times,
you might hurt some people you don't want to hurt.
You also might be hurt by someone you love.
Sometimes, I'm also very scared
that what if you grow up? How am I going to protect you?
Protect you from the ridiculous torments of this world.
How do I tell you
that there are so many things in this world that can't be simply right and wrong.
How do I tell you
that the world isn't as black and white as you see in your eyes.
♫ The curved moon comes to keep you company. ♫
♫ Take the lucky little red flower with you, ♫
♫ and see how perfectly it blooms. ♫
♫ Baby, you are the one who brings hope for tomorrow, ♫
♫ so that even the smallest touching moments are worth remembering. ♫
♫ The song I wrote for you, its simple harmonies, ♫
♫ resonates in my ears. ♫
♫ Baby, I am grateful for every day that includes you. ♫
♫ Now the simplest things are my biggest wish. ♫
♫ We walk hand in hand, your face touching mine. ♫
♫ A scene filled with such happiness, ♫
♫ I hope it lasts forever. ♫
Does it taste good?
But now, I love Chen Ya Ting.
That's real.
You love her?
Now it's simply because I love her that we're together.
What are you staring at me for?
Come here for a moment.
What?
Hey...
is something going wrong with work?
Nothing's wrong. I just wanted to hold you. ♫ Gazing up at the distant clouds up in the sky, ♫
♫ Time cannot take away the emptiness from those memories. ♫
♫ I lift a finger to paint a rainbow. ♫
♫ Loneliness understands me very well. ♫
♫ Gazing into the sea as sorrow no longer ripples, ♫
♫ as though it has taken away all happiness. ♫
♫ Who is it that suddenly waved towards me smiling? ♫
♫ He who also saved me? ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love has never given up before. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that we have all been hurt deeply. ♫
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
So this is something both big brother and second brother don't have,
and something only I have?
Fairy!
Let everything remain in the beautiful silence.
Chen Ya Ting!
You're the best woman in the world!
You deserve love more than I do!
You have more right than I do to chase after your happiness!
Chen Ya Ting!
I just want you to be happy!
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love is actually not about getting back together. ♫
♫ The happiest thing is learning how to accept the One with Happiness. ♫
Let's make it a deal then.
You have to be happy,
because...
to me, your happiness
is very important.
It's really very important!
♫ is a song I sing for myself. ♫
♫ We are all the One with Happiness. ♫
I'm sorry, Ya Ting. I have an urgent situation.
But I'm outside right now, and can't come in to take care of it.
So can you please go to my room and mail out this document for me?
Qi Tian? I've heard of him before, but I don't know him.
It's a watch.
A watch that someone very important gave to me!
The future I want is very simple.
And that's to be with the woman I love most
and An An,
and be together forever.
Do you know what my most ridiculous mistake is?
It's that regardless of how much she hurt me, or that An An could never come back,
I'm still in love with her.
Up until now,
I'm still in love with her.
You're Ya Ting's husband? It's nice to meet you.
You saw it?
This...
What's going on?
You and Qi Tian...
Sit.
I know you must have tons of questions you want to ask me.
But before you ask, can you play a round of Jenga with me?
After all, games like these are always more fun with two people than playing by yourself.
Your turn.
Can you please tell me,
you and...
Qi Tian's relationship is exactly what?
Do you feel that your relationship with Qi Tian is like this tower of beams?
You know that the end goal of this game is to topple the tower of beams,
but you keep trying to play this game for as long as possible.
And then you keep hiding,
escaping the blocks that will end this game.
In the process,
you'll try
to pile these beams higher and higher,
higher and higher.
It's just as though these beams are your happiness.
The more it wobbles and shakes,
the more you want to hang on to this happiness in your heart.
I'm telling you these things just to remind you of one thing.
No matter how happy you and Qi Tian are right now,
Qi Tian's pain and hurt from the past won't go away.
Also,
if I told you
that there's a very important woman in Qi Tian's heart,
a woman who would abort her child for him,
and that woman was me,
what would you do?
You're back?
When I was toiling outside for our family,
you were actually cooing other women to sleep?
Don't be in such a hurry to be jealous.
I saved the best spot for you.
Come.
Don't be shy.
Get some rest.
Mommy's back!
I think the way we are right now
is probably what happiness is like.
Happiness?
Mm.
I'm really happy right now.
I'm so happy that...
so happy that...
I'm not sure if I really can have this kind of happiness.
Why can't you?
You said before
that you had a regret in your heart.
A regret that you'll never be able to fill.
I want to know
if that regret is still in your heart.
Honestly,
I'll admit that I'll still think of things in the past once in a while.
And when I think of it,
my heart will still hurt.
I really can't tell you right now
whether that regret in my heart still exists.
I also might not be able to tell you,
what our future will be like.
But moments like right now,
being together with you, and Little Happiness,
is what happiness is like
in my eyes.
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A very simple,
yet very sturdy and secure happiness.
So,
no matter if it's now,
tomorrow, the day after tomorrow,
or even in the future, many, many more futures,
I want to be like this forever,
holding your hand...
and Little Happiness's hand,
and the three of us walking forward together.
Are you willing?
I'm willing.
Let's use this one, okay?
It smells good, okay?
- Little Happiness likes this the best, right? - Little Happiness, let's give you new clothes!
- Does it feel good? - Feels good?
Smells good, right?
Mommy's giving you baby powder, right?
Isn't it great right after a bath?
Why aren't you picking up?
It's work. I don't really want to pick it up.
Pick it up. What if it's something important?
Come.
You're sneezing?
What's wrong with work?
Something happened at the construction site. I have to go take care of it.
Then go. Don't worry about us.
Okay. I'll be back very soon.
Qi Tian.
What's wrong?
I hurt my foot.
There were some people chasing me just now,
and when I hid, I accidentally scraped myself on some glass.
It was really scary.
- Qi Tian, I'm sorry. - Stop talking.
Why would you be with Xu Xin Ping at a time like this?
Aren't you supposed to be by Chen Ya Ting's side?
I know without you telling me.
You're so weird. Why do you have to make yourself so drunk?
I'm not drunk, Nan Bro.
I'm telling you, loving someone is protecting her smile.
It doesn't matter if she loves you, you just have to...
- What are you doing? - Hold on. I'm fine.
Thank you.
Qi Tian, what's wrong?
Why did you do this?
I don't know what you're talking about.
It was just because it was very urgent, and I didn't know who to go to,
- so I... - You're really bad at acting, Xu Xin Ping.
This isn't the first day I've known you.
I know your expression when you lie better than anyone else.
Tell me, why are you doing this?
Why are you using terrible acts like this where you hurt yourself to force me to see you?
You're right. I am acting.
I want to see you, want to win you back. So that's why I'm like a clown,
acting in front of you without even considering my pride.
I know that I look pitiful in your eyes right now.
But you don't have the right to lecture me
because you're even more pitiful than I am.
You think that taking care of Little Happiness together with Ya Ting
will make up for the guilt you feel towards her or the regret towards An An?
If you really want to make up, it's to come back to my side!
Let's make up for the mistakes we made together.
You shouldn't be using Little Happiness and Chen Ya Ting as replacement for me and An An.
Xin Ping, you're wrong.
I never considered them as anyone's replacement.
I don't care if you believe of not, but I...
am serious about Ya Ting.
You're serious about Ya Ting?
Then what about to me? To An An?
Can you let go of me and An An?
Do you know how many nights
I've dreamt about you... and An An as well.
In my dreams, it's as if An An never left.
The three of us are like a family... living happily together.
Enough!
Don't say anything more.
Because you love cleanliness more than anyone else
while you're off at work, An An and I
will clean up the house, and prepare dinner together,
and then sit on the sofa waiting for you to come home.
It's because we don't want you to know that when you're not at home
that we would make a mess of the room.
Stop it!
At the moment you aborted An An, you should have known that this kind of life won't appear between us anymore!
Yes!
But I've had enough of you putting all the blame on me.
Haven't you ever considered
you were also responsible for An An's death? You're also at fault!
So it's you that forced me to kill An An.
It's me that forced you to kill An An?
That's right. It's you that forced me to kill An An.
Back then, you thought you were on top of the world.
You could give up studying abroad, or your dream to become a designer.
But have you ever thought about our future?
Did you ever ask me what I wanted?
You knew that compared to An An, I loved you even more!
But you wanted me to watch as your dreams
were wiped away by this child?
So it's you who forced me to kill An An.
And I really don't understand
why that after I've made such a huge sacrifice for you, the fault was all on me.
This obviously was a mistake we both made.
Why do I have to stay in hell by myself, and you can be so happy?
Don't say anymore.
Saying anything right now is useless. It's all past.
I'm going back. Ya Ting is waiting for me at home.
Get some rest.
Even now you're going to talk to me about Chen Ya Ting?
You say you're sorry to An An.
You say that you can't forget An An.
All those are just excuses, right?
Because An An was never as important in your heart as you claim she was.
And because of that,
you can go live your happy life without any guilt, right?!
I haven't forgotten. I never forgot.
I'll never forget for my entire life.
You're lying.
If everything you say is true,
then how can you hold someone else's hand and move forward as though nothing happened?
How can you leave me and An An alone behind?
When you're getting your happiness with Chen Ya Ting,
don't you ever feel sorry towards An An?
You won't ever feel like you're sorry towards An An?!
Just go then! Keep escaping!
Don't come back!
I want to let you know
that all your happiness is built on mine and An An's pain!!
Qi Tian,
are you back?
What's wrong? Is the construction site fine? Why are you back so late?
It's nothing.
You're bleeding?
You're hurt? Where? Is it serious?
It's a coworker at the construction site that got hurt, not me.
I got his blood on me when I took him to the hospital.
Then is your coworker okay?
He's fine. It's all taken care of.
It's really late. Go upstairs and take a shower. Then get some rest.
You're also responsible for An An's death! You're also at fault!
So it's you who forced me to kill An An.
This obviously was a mistake we made together.
- Why do I have to stay in hell alone while you can be so happy? - Stop.
When you're getting your happiness with Chen Ya Ting,
won't you ever feel sorry towards An An?
You won't ever feel sorry towards An An?!
Zhang Yao Yang, if you have something to say, then spill it.
Don't be throwing childish tantrums again.
You're telling me to be straightforward?
Fine! I'll say it directly.
You... did you go find Xu Xin Ping yesterday?
It's not what you think.
Not what I think?
Then what is it?
I obviously saw you holding onto Xu Xin Ping and walking into an elevator!
Did you two go to open a room? (illicit)
Open a room?
It's true that Xu Xin Ping is my ex-girlfriend, but I have nothing to do with her anymore.
I don't care if you still have something with Xu Xin Ping. Let me just ask you one thing.
Does Ya Ting know about what happened last night?
You've all mistaken Qi Tian.
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I don't care if you still have something with Xu Xin Ping. Let me just ask you one thing.
Does Ya Ting know about what happened last night?
You've all mistaken Qi Tian.
You've all mistaken him. It's me that asked him to take Xin Ping back to the hotel.
Ya Ting, are you serious?
What do you think?
But...
how can you let second brother take another woman back to a hotel?
Aren't you afraid that something will happen?
I'm not afraid...
because I believe in him.
I have to get ready for work. No fighting anymore, okay?
Are you okay?
Did Xu Xin Ping tell you something?
She said...
she said that she was your ex-girlfriend.
The one that... aborted her child for you before,
the ex-girlfriend whom you used to love deeply.
- Ya Ting... - Don't say anything further.
I just want to ask you...
you said before that you want to hold my hand,
and Little Happiness's, and continue moving forward.
Is that true?
It's true.
That's enough.
Really. That's enough.
As long as we can keep moving forward, no matter what happens,
let the past be the past.
Yes. As long as we can keep moving forward,
everything else is not important.
Let the past... be the past.
Perhaps what Xin Ping said was true.
My relationship with Qi Tian is like playing a game of Jenga.
We both know that in the end,
the purpose of this game was to topple the entire tower of beams.
But even then, in order for the game to be played longer,
we keep avoiding the beams that will let this game be over.
No matter the cost, we persist in trying to build this tower higher and higher.
The more it wobbles and shakes,
in our heart,
the more we feel that our happiness is rare,
and worthy of holding onto.
What are you staring at? Hurry and get up.
Perhaps we are all avoiding this truth,
or perhaps neither of us have the courage to admit...
that one day...
we will still have to face one thing.
And that is, that the happiness we are currently pursuing
is built upon our personal regrets.
The happier it is, the more we are afraid.
Afraid that our happiness will leave along with the end of this game.
Therefore, we can only continue to choose to hide,
choose to wait.
That's right.
In the end, the two of us will be like this game of Jenga,
toppled...
scattered... ended.
But...
... so what?
Why aren't you sleeping yet?
Then why aren't you asleep yet?
What are you thinking about?
Nothing.
What about you? What are you thinking about?
I'm thinking...
when we first met,
if I didn't have Little Happiness,
would you still want to stay by my side like you are right now?
If there wasn't Little Happiness, will I
need you to be by my side this much like right now?
Saying these things right now...
Are you trying to tell me
that you want to give up?
No.
I just wanted to tell you
that it's because of Little Happiness
that I would want to hold you like this...
like right now.
A doctor once told me,
that every little life that comes into this world
has a meaning behind its arrival.
A meaning behind its arrival?
Mm.
At first, I didn't understand.
But Little Happiness let me understand.
Both of us want so much to be loved by someone else.
Even though there are wounds in both of our hearts that we can't come out of,
but if we didn't have these wounds, we wouldn't realize
that the happiness in front of us
was so beautiful.
Maybe our happiness is so insignificant, so fragile,
but I believe, that as long as we are willing,
our happiness can always begin anew.
As long as we are willing, our happiness
can have no end.
This is your home?
What do you think?
Do you feel that the overall style and design has lots of taste?
I'm not sure about taste,
but I know that it feels like something superficial that only you can create.
Hey, what do you mean artificial?
For you and Little Happiness, I especially moved down here.
It also took me lots of time cleaning and organizing!
Really. It's so clean, not even a speck of dust.
Of course.
I'm telling you. I even waxed the floor.
See? Isn't it really clean?
You even waxed?
I'm already pretty good at being clean.
But with your extreme OCD, it must be stressful living with you.
What do you mean extreme OCD?
I'm such a nice person, how can living with me be stressful?
- Is that so? - Of course.
What's wrong? Are you not feeling well?
Nothing's wrong.
Didn't I prepare slippers for you? Why aren't you wearing it?
No reason. I just don't want to wear it.
Didn't I just say
that the floor has been waxed?
So?
You think my feet are dirty?
Of course not! I would never mind that your feet were dirty!
But you have to know that the soles of our feet will have oils,
and if you step barefoot on my CARPET!!
It's actually perfectly fine.
Chen Ya Ting,
It's okay if you don't wear slippers. But can you not put your feet on my coffee table?
Please, get up, yeah?
If I say that not only am I going to put my feet on your coffee table,
I'm also going to put it on the sofa,
and keep stepping and stepping and stepping...
What now?
If that's the case, then I'm so happy for you.
After all, two people living together should never have any stress at all!
As long as you're happy, I'm glad.
So, what do you think? Isn't it so stylish to the max?
♫ We walk hand in hand, your face touching mine. A scene filled with such happiness, ♫
♫ I hope it lasts forever. ♫
- Does it sound good? - Sounds good, right?
Do it sound good? Sounds good, right?
Hey, let me ask you.
Would you ever want a child that truly belongs to you?
You're also responsible for An An's death! You're also at fault!
So it's you who forced me to kill An An.
It's okay,
because...
Little Happiness already belongs to both of us.
How about I take a picture of you?
So cute! Let's give that to you!
I haven't posed properly yet!
That's the spirit of taking candid shots! 1, 2, 3!
- Let me take it! - Don't be so selfish!
My turn! 1,
- 2... - Wait! - What?
What about Little Happiness?
Little Happiness... hold it!
Little Happiness!
I'm sorry!
- I'm sorry! - Okay, okay!
Spanky, spanky.
What's wrong?
It's okay. Don't worry, okay?
Ya Ting, wait for me here.
Little boy,
why are you here by yourself? Where is your mom and dad?
Dad is gone, and I can't find dad!
Don't cry. Let me find daddy, okay?
You don't need to look for him. You can't find him. You'll never find him,
because daddy doesn't want me anymore!
Don't worry. Let me take you to the police station.
- What's you're name? - An An.
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Don't worry. Let me take you to the police station.
- What's you're name? - An An.
I aborted the child.
It's you who forced me to kill An An!
I aborted the child... It's you who forced me to kill An An...
You forced me... Killed An An... Killed An An...
Won't you ever feel sorry towards An An?
Are you okay?
I'm fine. I just had a dream.
I'm glad you're fine.
Why are you here?
What are you talking about?
Quick, tell me how you're here?
What kind of question are you asking?
I'm your wife, Xu Xin Ping.
Xu Xin Ping, if you back out right now, it's not too late. I won't blame you!
Hurry up and tell me... where's Ya Ting?
Where's Little Happiness? Where did you hide them?
Qi Tian, don't scare me like that.
Who's Ya Ting? Who's Little Happiness?
Stop acting, Xu Xin Ping!
Hurry and tell me... where's Ya Ting? Little Happiness? Where exactly are they?!
Qi Tian, please, don't be like this.
You'll scare An An!
- An An? - Daddy.
Daddy.
You're not An An. You can't be An An!
An An, it's fine. Dad just had a nightmare.
He'll be fine when he wakes up. Don't cry!
What's going on?
Where's Ya Ting? Little Happiness?
Qi Tian,
what are you afraid of?
Didn't you say that
the happiness you wanted was to be together with me and An An?
This is it now
What exactly are you afraid of? Qi Tian?
Qi Tian?
-Qi Tian? Didn't you say before... -Daddy...
...the happiness you wanted was to be together with me and An An?...
Qi Tian... Qi Tian? What's wrong!
Are you okay?
It's fine. You're just having a nightmare. It's fine.
I'm sorry...
I don't know what's wrong with me.
First I dreamt
that An An said his dad was gone.
And then I dreamt that you're Xin Ping.
Finally, I dreamt that Little Happiness turned into An An.
It was as if Xin Ping never aborted An An before.
I'm sorry!
I really don't know what's wrong with me!
More and more, I can't determine what's real
and what's a dream.
Why is it that even though the past was so painful?
It still feels so real?
And even though it's so beautiful now,
it actually feels so unreal, as though in a dream?
It's fine. It's all fine now.
You're dreaming.
You're dreaming. It's all just a dream right now.
It was just a dream. A dream.
A dream...
It's all a dream... just a dream...
It's all just a dream...
You're dreaming...
It's fine.
You're fine.
I'm sorry!
I really don't know what's wrong with me!
Why is it that even though the past was so painful?
It still feels so real?
And even though it's so beautiful now,
it actually feels so unreal, as though in a dream?
No matter if it's right now, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or even in the future,
and many, many more futures, I want to be like this right now,
holding your hand,
and Little Happiness's hand,
and the three of us moving forward together.
Hey, Qi Tian. Not bad.
You're wife is picking you up from work.
Then I won't interrupt you.
- I'm going first. - Bye.
Do you know what the difference is between family and a significant other?
With a couple, it's not a of matter how much in love they are, or how much they need each other,
as soon as they run into a small problem or obstacle,
they will separate.
But family is different.
With a family, it's no matter how big the problem, how unhappy the situation,
in the end, they'll still be together.
What's wrong?
What? You have something to tell mommy?
What's wrong?
Oh, you have something to give daddy?
I know what you have lots of pain in your heart right now,
ones that you can't put down or forget.
Honestly, I don't know what to do either.
But I know
that if I don't do anything right now,
we will definitely come to an end.
So I've decided.
I'm going to be your family.
In the future, no matter what obstacles you meet, you won't be alone,
because you have me.
I, Chen Ya Ting, will be like family, being with you through it all.
It's just like what you said before.
No matter if it's tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or every day in the future,
we have to hold hands and move forward together.
You monster! What did you do to Chen Ya Ting?!
He won't come back.
If that's your decision, we have nothing more to say.
Chen Happiness, you're so childish!
I'm not Chen Happiness, I'm Happy Iron Man!
It's just that she really wants to know who her daddy is,
and I didn't know how to answer her.
Why doesn't daddy like mommy?
From now on,
you only have mommy, and mommy is just like you.
I only have you.
Daddy.
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♫ Gazing up at the distant clouds up in the sky, ♫
♫ Time cannot take away the emptiness from those memories. ♫
♫ I lift a finger to paint a rainbow. ♫
♫ Loneliness understands me very well. ♫
♫ Gazing into the sea as sorrow no longer ripples, ♫
♫ as though it has taken away all happiness. ♫
♫ Who is it that suddenly waved towards me smiling? ♫
♫ He who also saved me? ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love has never given up before. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that we have all been hurt deeply. ♫
♫ Everything that we most hate and regret, everything that hurts us thoroughly, ♫
♫ we should courageously detach ourselves from them all. ♫
♫ It is most fortunate that love is actually not about getting back together. ♫
♫ The happiest thing is learning how to accept the One with Happiness. ♫
♫ What I once reminded myself of, deeply in my heart, etching it into my bones, ♫
♫ We are all the One with Happiness. ♫